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girl hell 1999

Wed, 03 Dec 2025 23:28:22 GMT

SO the girl in my class left to go to a CHRISTIAN COLLEGE and now I am the single genderqueer, mentally ill person in a class full of homophobic ableist generally-intimidating gym bros. and because we're all taking the same alternative schooling course i'm around all these guys all day 5 days a week. chat am i doomed. anyway if i don't ever post again you'll know who killed me!!!

UM. Not much to report. OH I got the secret santa gifts from vograce so i'll give a little review. I got a pin and a keychain. The keychain turned out much smaller than i realised.... I think it's because my design was very thin- being a person standing- and when considering the size I forgot that meant that the 2x2 inch design would end up being more like 2x0.5 inches. SO it looks smaller now even though it technically is the size I ordered.... I should have gone with a big-head chibi design so it ended up more square. But on the quality, both the keychain and the pin turned out great! I chose to make them out of this faux pearl acrylic and the marbling is so pretty and shiny. It's very sturdy and the printing is clear with no blemishes.

short entry 4 now. byebye!!

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Mon, 24 Nov 2025 00:50:34 GMT

my new class i'm going to be in for next year has around ten people and one other girl besides me. the rest are this one group of loud guys that loveeeeee to mess around and be general assholes and the teachers as usual just don't care. boys will be boys i guess! i'll make do.

on other things i'm at least excited for my out-of-school course next year. apparently i can go looking for an apprenticeship/traineeship next year too? if i have the time. i'd like to do something though. surprisingly not that much to comment on despite the amount of time since my last entry. Been reading more stuff.... and writing more of my own..... i know i need to do more art for my portfolio if i want to do any more art courses but lately my routine has just been this: try to draw on my tablet, get a few sketches, get mad, delete it, start again- for about an hour a day. at least i'm trying, right/???/? right????????

ummm. that's it i think. i got some art made into keychains for my friend since i'm doing a secret santa; i hope they come in time.

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killing academia

Sun, 26 Oct 2025 11:08:24 GMT

a really big reason that i'm so bad at 'normal' school is how bad i am at writing. it's not like journal writing but in a formal setting. i have trouble thinking of words and full sentences when it comes to putting down words. my teacher says i'm very articulate in class discussion and she can't understand why i do so badly in written tests and exams... sometimes i don't write anything at all and i give up and just start drawing. i don't really understand either. i can talk a LOT but when it comes to writing or typing there's gaps in my thinking. it kind of feels like alphabet soup. the letters and words are floating around but i can't really figure out why i'm thinking them and what point i'm trying to make. it might be brain fog but one caveat is that it's supposed to be equally bad for your speech AND your reading/writing since it's all language.... but writing is the only one i struggle really badly with. which is weird because, as i said, it's all language isn't it? i don't know if it's an actual condition thats causing this but its really frustrating.

on other things. today i went to hallozeen, a zine fair, with my mum. it was really cool. i was too shy to talk to a lot of people but the atmosphere was quite lively. i bought lots of stuff, i wasn't there for long even though it was like a 40-minute car ride. after i had a late lunch (by late i mean like 3.30pm lol) of noodles and i had hawthorn tanghulu!!! i love it so much but it's a bit expensive. there's only one place in my area that makes it so there isn't other alternatives. I would make it myself; i mostly know how. I've done other fruit tanghulu before so i know how to cook the sugar and stuff. only problem is it seems like the hawthorn is soaked/cooked or something and i don't know with what.

goodnight!

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slipped through my ribs

Fri, 03 Oct 2025 11:43:23 GMT

my last post was when term holidays were about to start and now it's only a weekend before i have to go back..! as usual i barely did any work and will have to cram it all on sunday, probably. it's really just the speech i have to prepare that's going to grind me up. did i actually do anything this holidays? not really. my family stayed at the cbd for a couple days, where i mainly ate food, walked a lot and also got some badges made + bought some zines at sticky institute, which is good. the volunteer there was lovely with helping me with the badge machine even when i jammed it which i'm grateful for...

i feel like i'm stagnating with my art. i've always known i was never a prodigy or gifted or anything like that but it feels stronger than ever that my skills have never progressed much or as fast as they should be. art has been the only thing i've consistently done my whole life and i still feel so amateurish, compared to other artists my age- it's hard because i don't know what else i would do with my life if not make art. i'm not smart, or athletic, or even particularly determined at anything, really. it's depressing to say but if i'm not able to make art my career i probably won't be able to live at all.

well... i've been trying to be more creative. it's not anything i'll post online but i've committed myself to making things even if they don't look good. as they say, you have to get through the bad art first before you can start making good art. i haven't yet decided if this mandatory exercise is therapeutic or just painful.

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drag path etched in the surface

Mon, 15 Sep 2025 00:56:15 GMT

SO breach released and i have been listening to it nonstop since the countdown on thursday night. somehow music feels so much better when you're sleep deprived and watching the numbers tick down til its spotify release and with such a spectacular album like breach it was an undescribable experience hunching over my laptop at 12am, hands clutching my headphones. the city walls video premiered during my class and i could not concentrate at ALL... I was scrunching my eyes up and trying not to tear up and all that, especially the ending credits. God. I have loved this band so much and I can't believe the story that i have obsessed over for years is now over. not knowing when they will release music next or tour after their US and festival dates is nerve-wracking... not knowing when i'll be able to see them live. some people are being even more doomeristic and replacing that "when they'll tour" with "if they'll tour" after this and i trust that they will continue. tyler was very clear that it wasn't going to be the complete end. but the uncertainty still makes me nervous... but still. i am so in love with this band and their music and everything.

on other things. honestly not much. i am feeling pretty tired lately but i have gotten back into drawing and writing, though the writing is niche personal stuff that i won't ever post online it is helping me tide over my mental health and keeps me doing something. i tried making some crystal candy about a week ago but i guess i didn't add enough agar-agar powder because it just remained a syrupy mess and we ended up having to through it out -_-;; i've been chipping away at my school artwork and i'm about halfway done; this is the last week of school and i'm planning on bringing my canvases home for the holidays, as most of my classmates are.

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hunkajunk

Tue, 19 Aug 2025 00:38:03 GMT

twenty one pilots released their new song and i am so happy!!! going to spew some of my thoughts real quick...

it's a simple music video but i really like it. the colour grading is gorgeous... and josh dun! his first time having vocals officially on a song and i am so, so glad! it's the first time we've had a song so plainly about him and wah..... idk. lots of mushy feelings i can't really put into words. i have loved this band so much and to see them progress is very good for the soul. i'm ecstatic for the album this year. though it's bittersweet since there isn't going to be any international shows, and they said they don't know if they will in the foreseeable future. and as someone who was banking on this album's tour to get to see them for the first time, the possibility that i might never seen their concert even once is devastating. but... i guess i can't do much about it.

as always i want to do so much but i am limited and remain doing basically nothing. i want to volunteer, join groups, get a job, do commissions, apply for markets, but a lot of those either require you being eighteen or having experience i don't have, or having an adult with you/parent permission- and the strict parent my dad is means that i can't really do much. i don't want to just wait for two years. it feels like time is slipping by and i don't want to let these opportunities pass. but what else can i do? online is the only place i feel like i have the capability to create but i want to do stuff in the real world as well

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u r who u r

Thu, 07 Aug 2025 02:19:40 GMT

i've been getting so many headaches lately- to the point where i just have a constant pain in my skull like all the time. it's probably dehydration, or poor nutrition, or any number of things that could be succinctly summarised as Not Taking Proper Care of Myself. I know, I know. i'm trying to change my habits but i'm as lazy as ever.

as previously stated i'm just slugging through school but i've been having some fun drawing and writing stuff. i haven't posted on dreamwidth at all because honestly nothing's really changed since my last entry, so.... not sure what i'm doing here. just wanted to check in.

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grrrrrrrrrrr

Sat, 24 May 2025 08:13:35 GMT

ummmm kind of an okay week... could have been better. i participated in my school's arts market but i only got like 5 sales haha (and 3 of them were from my friends so). i'm not too beaten up about it but what really makes me mad is that some other stalls were blatantly just stolen art from like, temu and aliexpress. i asked one of my classmates who was also participating if she made all her stuff and the real shocker is that she actually made a lot of handmade stuff, but she straight up admitted that the other half of her stuff was just bought of shein- and it's like, why did you put that much effort in just to sell cheap dropshipped stuff as well? i didn't get it at all.

that was a bit of a rant, sorry about that- it just really grates on me. anyway, i'm going to look into some arts markets and conventions that maybe i can try tabling at. tabling honestly seems too exhausting for me to handle right now (and i have no experience) so it's not my top priority. i am going to a market tomorrow with my sister and some friends, though products seem a little expensive- even if i don't end up buying anything they've got some food stalls set up too so i'm excited to try lunch! all the exhibitors look very interesting...

i have a literature essay i need to do over the weekend. i was talking to my teacher about it, but i have a very bad problem when it comes to writing. she tells me i participate a lot in class and have a lot of ideas but just do not do well when it comes to translating it onto paper, which is right. my last essay was abysmally small even though i had an idea what to right, but it's one thing to have ideas and another to string them into coherent sentences. i've definitely had an articulation problem recently especially when writing in a formal setting. i can talk my ass off but i'm done for when it comes to academic writing.

i'm going to try and get that done, and do some drawing... all traditional, since i lost my tablet pen!! i'm super bummed about it. still hoping it'll just randomly pop up somewhere but, chances are low. i'm going to save for a replacement, and in the meantime i do need to fill out my art journal.

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alright alrighttt

Thu, 08 May 2025 04:11:30 GMT

typing this entry in my math class rn. i've decided that the course of action now is to just to my best in school and if i get really shit results then i can do something about it then, but i won't drop out just yet. you can only experience high school once; i guess i should make the most of it while i'm here. speaking of, my school art fair is coming up and they just opened up submissions for stall holders. i might apply... my order from wooacry is still being shipped but i'm sure it'll get here by the time the market is being held. if not i might just do live drawing commissions- people like those right?

a new dessert cafe opened up nearby. i went there and got an egg waffle with some ice cream and red beans, it was really nice! and there's a student discount so that's sweet.

hm... not sure what else to say. i hosted my first rpg session as gm last week and while i felt like i was flailing around the whole time my players say it was fun! so, that boosts my confidence a little bit. our next session is tomorrow actually so i need to print out some stuff tonight and do some last-minute planning, haha.

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18 going on extinct

Wed, 23 Apr 2025 22:43:52 GMT

honestlyyyy considering dropping out of school... i'm not sure, academics just hasn't meshed well with me. i've felt like this since primary school so i know it's not some whim or anything but it still feels really silly to think. i mean, who wants to become a high-school dropout? i know high school isn't the be-all end-all though.. i'm very lucky to have more options available to me. i could take some short courses instead, tafe has always seemed more appealing to me... i want to go into art, i don't really mind what specifically- printmaking, maybe? either way most things i'm interested in i'm already qualified to do considering they only need year 10 completion. and why would i trudge through two more years of high school when i can go straight into work?

i've been justifying it to myself for a while now, it's just breaking the news to my parents will probably be difficult, and i have no idea what the process of dropping out is going to be like... which makes it harder because i just feel so incompetent, and my parents aren't the type to put much faith in me. i know i should talk to them soon, just nervous.

on the same-ish note, i'm trying to build up an art portfolio. i have no idea what to use to make that sort of thing so i've just made a folio page on my carrd LMAO. if i could code i would make a neocities website, but i really don't have the space in my life to learn that right now... Tomorrow i have no school so i'll try and draw some more traditional stuff since i don't have much of that other than unpolished random sketches. also, yesterday i ordered some of my stuff as stickers and keychains and the like of wooacry! i'm very excited for how they'll turn out, i'll post them here when they arrive :)

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teach me how 2 trace the caller

Sat, 29 Mar 2025 05:26:33 GMT

ummm hard figuring out what to write.... hit a bit of a roadblock with my art class, the studio i was going to get my art printed in suddenly ghosted me for no reason?? didn't respond to my emails or phone calls, and also didn't answer when i PHYSICALLY showed up to the studio, soo..... that's a bust. my teacher said i can just submit the digital files for class, but i'm still kind of bummed because i've never had my art professionally printed before! and it's risograph, which i've been interested in for a while. so i contacted another press who can do some prints for me even though it'll be done after my class deadline- i just want it for my own personal sense of achievement. the new studio's been pretty receptive so i'm excited.

i just came home from a birthday party for one of my friends. we mostly just hung out at their house- watched a barbie movie called a mermaid's tale? pretty fun honestly. the cake was strawberry sponge and it was delicious ><

recently i started playing sonic speed simulator on roblox, which sounds a bit embarassing, but it's true nonetheless. it's a good time. hmm, what else... not much really. i've been doing a lot more art! and i really want to get some of my stuff printed as stickers, or something. i have a wooacry account but i haven't ordered anything yet- once i get some more money i'll circle back to it, probably.

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takin whats not yours

Mon, 10 Mar 2025 22:46:46 GMT

um.. so. back to school after a long weekend and we are NOT off to a good start. just got to my locker, dug in my pocket and realised i lost my wallet.... uh. i looked around school grounds just before the bell rang but couldn't find it. i locked my card but there's some other stuff in there i really. dont want missing. but i guess i can't do much about it now.

i am doing kinda bad academically but i'm trying not to be too stressed about it. ive never pictured myself being a star at school so i've been expecting it but i'm still a bit disappointed in myself. but!! my art has been getting more attention online, and ive been more active online outside of just doomscrolling, like actually talking to people so that's been good. thank you internet!!!

also played some sonic adventure yesterday. i got stuck after getting the light speed shoes for wayyyy too long. eventually had to watch a playthrough to figure out how to get to casinopolis,,, but its pretty fun!

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super sonic boy, you can do anything!

Fri, 28 Feb 2025 00:31:03 GMT

sega's had a sonic sale on steam, ending today, so i got myself some games- sonic mania, as well as adventure 1 & 2! I've got about four...?-ish hours logged on mania and so far i'm having a looooot of fun. right now i'm stuck on flying battery zone, i'm just so bad at air levels- i keep falling TT!!! my favourite zone to do time attack is probably chemical plant...? i'm not very good at time attack but i love playing because it's just so fun to explore all the intricacies and details in the levels!

and i'm making some progress in my design class i've mentioned previously. honestly i'm not learning that much per se but my classmates are very amicable so i'm just enjoying my time there even though i'm not learning that much... it's a nice break outside of my usual school classes honestly, and it's just a good experience if nothing else, right? I'm trying to have a more positive outlook on stuff these days, and i think it's going pretty well.

speaking of sonic, i logged onto my picmix account for the first time in, like, months and made a sonic & tails picmix ^_^ i forgot how much fun picmix is. i just like collage and scrapbooking and the like and picmix is a perfect digital alternative for that.

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Sun, 16 Feb 2025 23:33:32 GMT

had a very fun weekend!!! went to watch a movie with my friends on sunday, nezha 2- it's a chinese animated movie, the first one was in 2019 so i was veryyyy excited to watch it! and the verdict is... i loved it a lot. the animation is fantastic, it had some goofy kids jokes (since it is a kids movie) but overall it was just enjoyable to fun to watch. and i admit i hold a nostalgic fondness for nezha in general since i grew up watching the 2006 2d animated series- which is practically lost media with how little there is online, and my old cds are gone :( so it was nice to get to watch this. there's a lot of differences, but still!

After the movie i went to my friend's house and started making a lifesize cutout of shadow the hedgehog,,,,,,, i cut up some cardboard boxes, stuck it together with hot glue, finished the pencil sketch and painted the outline of the head before i got tired and went home :-) i'm hoping to finish it in time for a school event so i can bring it and show it off LOL

for valentines day, i first attended my after-school rpg club and then i went out to eat with my friends afterwards ^_^ i went to meetfresh, which is a chinese dessert place. we had shaved ice and taro ball soup<-- a heavy comfort food of mine. my friend also folded paper roses for all of us, which was very sweet of him <3

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tacks for snacks

Thu, 13 Feb 2025 01:48:33 GMT

good afternoon dreamies!!! it's a pretty hot week where i am in australia but i'm in an air-conditioned classroom right now so it's nice and breezy :-) recent highlights! last saturday i went to kaicon in melbourne central and it was very very awesome! i saw a lot of cool cosplays and i spent like 235 ish on posters and keychains :3 i got a lot of sonic stuff but i couldnt find much robotnik specifically! i only found two eggman keychains in the whole alley! but on the bright side i got to talk to some really cool artists :) some other fandoms i got merch of are nu carnival, mcr, marvel, alien stage, miku and i got some original stuff too. and it turned out that someone from my design class went as well ON THE SAME DAY but we just didn't manage to pass each other by! i went with my sister and a friend, and i spent more than both of them combined... maybe 200 isn't really that much objectively but for a unemployed teen like me it's basically all i got! i don't regret buying so much though. i'm really happy with everything i got :]

SPEAKING OF my design class it's a weekly class and the current topic is 9 weeks, and we're two weeks in. i just got my folio diary this week and im starting research buttt.......... it's just very hard to find inspo considered 'academic; enough. in a class context, it's not recommended to source/reference from any online/indie artists. they have to be published or known...... but so many artists i like only really have social media presences! a lot are recently graduated art students themselves. it sucks because i'm so inspired by these grassroots artists but i can't say that in my folio because it won't be considered legitimate enough. ugh. anyway. i'll figure something out.

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reign down & destroy me

Thu, 30 Jan 2025 22:35:33 GMT

um. hey guys! what to talk about.... i started the school year two days ago! been pretty okay- not as much work as i had been dreading, and i've been enjoying my classes so far! homelife is pretty shitty though. but everything else- great! havin fun with my friends and been feeling surprisingly good.

i watched sonic 3 on sunday, and like- wow. wow. oh my goshdang. shadow is so cute- KEANU REEVES is so cute. how is he real. i kind of don't like tom, sorry.... i just don't vibe with his character that much. i love love loved robotnik in this movie. jim carrey really carried- and LEE!!!! LEE MAJDOUB!!! my beautiful gorgeous breathtakingly immaculate agent stone. so happy with all the screentime in this movie, i got SO excited when i saw him on his bike like OH MY GODUUDU biker stone... please i just need one chance!

anyway as a result ive gotten really invested in agent stone and stobotnik :''''''') wah

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Fri, 03 Jan 2025 23:52:14 GMT

its been a minute! i know in my last entry i said i would try more with school but guess what.... school is starting soon and i havent done any of my homework •_< i did a bit on monday this week but nothing since. well. i did have fun this holidays at least. went to a friends house, ate at some good restaurants. i recently downloaded infinity nikki n its been really fun!! i love exploring the world. other games i like are : nu:carnival, started this year a few months ago, been enjoying it quite a bit, love the art! also got electrobasis on steam, its a free indie game, a cute visual novel/puzzle story that's about two hours. short & sweet, i def recommend.

thats about it, i think? right now, its 31 degrees celsius n its only gonna get hotter later today... so i had a red bean popsicle to cool off (red bean anything is so yummy) so now im just lying in bed typing.

will .....try to do some homework tonight, if its not too stuffy n humid. bai bai!!

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i bet u feel just great (i feel sublime!)

Wed, 27 Nov 2024 01:34:53 GMT

haiiii dreamwidth friends.... how r u guys. started my new classes, its alright... just got a lot of summer homework. im trying 2 be better about my academics so i'm going to try harder about doing it all. especially in math. i completely ignored it this year because i knew there was no way i was gonna pass it, but now im in an easier class and i really should start Trying, u know? gotta start some time. ive been doing art more as well. as well as writing some stuff, though not nearly as much (but it's better than not writing at all, right? overall im just trying to DO MORE. instead of just lying around comatose. i got a 10mg increase on my medication, it hasn't had an effect yet. i had a bad week but im getting better now. its good being with friends and taking the time to figure out how to be happy instead of just being mad that im not. i think ill get there eventually.

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a part of you that refuses not to suck

Fri, 15 Nov 2024 03:04:06 GMT

HI GUYS! sorry i haven't posted here..... this happens a lot with social medias, i drift between activity n inactivity and switch between diff platforms when i feel like it. sorry again. anyway, key things...

i have exams week next week! yay! might not study too much. studying has never helped me much, for some reason... it never helps make the info stick to my brain. so i don't do it a lot. might try this weekend though. after exams i'll have my mandatory school work experience program. i'll be volunteering instead of going to school; yay! i'm excited.

also, very embarrassing / befuddling thing happened today..... um, i asked a guy out in my class because today is the last day of school for this year and i might as well try. he said..... 'i don't know?' What Does This Mean. Whatever. I think i made a fool of myself; i tripped over something when i was asking, and it was in the very busy school hallway. well, i'm not going to see him ever again unless he's in my next year's classes, but.... i hope not. i don't think we have that many subjects in common, so hopefully the universe will spare me the indignity. it was really bad. i stuttered through the whole thing. but! we move on!

i'm glad this year is going to end soon. i hope i go somewhere fun in the holidays.

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i am in the mood to be forgotten

Tue, 15 Oct 2024 03:25:56 GMT

its been getting a lot harder to write journal entries even though my want to write them has only increased... strange! i've been getting headaches a lot more. my head today isn't too bad, except when i blink or twitch my left eye, which is for some reason when it suddenly flares up on that part of my head. it's probably just dehydration. i've also had a sore throat for like ten days- it only hurts when i swallow, but it also hurts my ears as well????? i don't know whats going on with my body. if it gets worse i'll talk to my gp, but right now i can't be bothered.

i went to a friend's house yesterday. it was pretty cool. they had like four piles of plushies, and ikea apple cider which i had a sip of (it's alright, but maybe too sweet. they told me also that ikea used to have an alcoholic one, but they don't sell alcohol anymore- the idea of buying ikea liquor is just really funny to me, so i'm sad they don't anymore.) i think i might invite someone over tomorrow to work on a project, which is nerve-wracking since i haven't had a non-family member at my house in like 10 years. i'll figure it out.

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god is gonna have to kill me twice

Tue, 17 Sep 2024 10:54:59 GMT

i haven't posted in... one month, maybe? i just have not had the motivation to write. some exciting things that's happened in the past few weeks... i went out to an aquarium for a class excursion. i took some photos of these blue glowy jellyfish and a green sea turtle and some other stuff, but it's all on my phone which isn't on me right now, and i can't be bothered to do anything about it.

it's the last week of school, so it's holidays after, which is great... but that also means assessments before we get et off our leashes. i am not excited. what is to look forward to is that i'm planning to do some karaoke with friends over the holidays. i recently did some badminton in the last weekend, which i find very fun, but am definitely not gifted in. and at least two of my friends play badminton on a regular basis (and are on the school team) so i spent the whole time losing spectacularly. still fun, though... (coping)

i'm doing more art, now. getting into drawing more often, and i'm hoping to get more finished art instead of a bunch of sketches... that might be too wishful.

that's all i got for now. signing off.

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shines when the sunset shifts

Sat, 24 Aug 2024 01:52:31 GMT

i feel like this year my procrastination has gotten so much worse. i can barely do my work- the grey matter of my brain is turning into molasses. my friends say the same thing about themselves, and i'm wondering if maybe we're all experiencing some type of joint disease, the way you get mass hallucinations- you know, folie a deux or something. that would be kind of nice, because you only get that kind of thing with people you're close with, right? imagine being so close to some people that you go crazy together in the same way. kind of romantic. you're stuck with me, and we go down together... comforting if you look at it the right way.

school is strange because i like being there most of the time but the moment i step out of it i want nothing to do with it- i personally think that's healthy. work-life balance and all. but i have homework, and a really important assessment i haven't done all week which is due in two days.... and i've got some other events going on too, so i can't just pull a five-hour binge. would i even have the motivation to do that?? as i said, i've got some crazy fatigue plague. occasionally (i.e every other day) my head gets in a spin and think i've got about fifteen different illnesses in each of my organs and they're all fatal. i think i'm just lazy, though. sophomore slump of the year (get it?)

i'm going to try and do my work now, though i'll probably just end up talking to my friends for hours... good luck to me.

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eepy

Sun, 11 Aug 2024 01:03:57 GMT

spent yesterday languishing in bed and reading fic (to which i owe a tremendous headache.... that damn phone!) and now i'm actually hoping to get something done. i've finished up the homework for this weekend (unless i've forgotten something, which is likely) so i'm hoping to continue my writing streak, something which happens rarely, and i've got to keep it going or i'll end up losing motivation and end up with a fic-writing dry spell for another 8 months.

last night for dinner me and my sister went out to the local shopping centre, had some pan-fried pork buns and beef tripe soup and got some 老婆饼 (flaky flat pastry with red bean paste inside) and 麻花(sweet, hardened fried dough with sesame seeds) to eat for dessert, the leftovers of which i'll be having today, hopefully. (typing out the names so i can practice my casual chinese).

today i'm going to a friend's house and hang out (maybe go out to eat again, but i'm really trying to reign in my spending (that's a lie. i buy way too much food all the time)) and maybe upload some icons...? (hopeful wishing) anyhow, i need to get some icons to fit my blog, so i'll have to do it eventually.

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augh

Sat, 27 Jul 2024 07:21:35 GMT

i have a Very Important school interview on monday and i'm,,,,,, scared. i have to think about MY FUTURE..... MY JOB.......... FINANICAL STABILITY.......... all very daunting things.

side note, just found out about lovely mongmong, a LINE sticker rabbit by rotary on instagram. it's so cute RAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! been procrastinating my schoolwork by just scrolling through the account. huge recommend.

sorry for the bland entry, my brain is just so fried. _(:‚‹」∠)_

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excursion rambling

Tue, 23 Jul 2024 10:26:23 GMT

for a school excursion my class and some other classes went to the NGV (national gallery of victoria) to have a look around. since it's in the city, it's an hour on the train and since we had to get to and back as well as have lunch (which is another hour) we only had two hours to actually look at the exhibits, which sounds like quite a while but considering how gigantic the place is, but it really wasn't. you'd have to be there for the entire day to really look at all of it. i took a bunch of pictures but now i've gotten cold feet on whether i'm allowed to put the on social media, so... better play it safe, i suppose.

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anyway, once i've finished with all the prep i'm doing for VCE next year i'll hopefully put some time aside to make some mock keychains and stickers, which i've been wanting to do for a while even though i wouldn't be able to afford to actually buy them. i haven't done any art in a bit.

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