shines when the sunset shifts
Aug. 24th, 2024 11:40 ami feel like this year my procrastination has gotten so much worse. i can barely do my work- the grey matter of my brain is turning into molasses. my friends say the same thing about themselves, and i'm wondering if maybe we're all experiencing some type of joint disease, the way you get mass hallucinations- you know, folie a deux or something. that would be kind of nice, because you only get that kind of thing with people you're close with, right? imagine being so close to some people that you go crazy together in the same way. kind of romantic. you're stuck with me, and we go down together... comforting if you look at it the right way.
school is strange because i like being there most of the time but the moment i step out of it i want nothing to do with it- i personally think that's healthy. work-life balance and all. but i have homework, and a really important assessment i haven't done all week which is due in two days.... and i've got some other events going on too, so i can't just pull a five-hour binge. would i even have the motivation to do that?? as i said, i've got some crazy fatigue plague. occasionally (i.e every other day) my head gets in a spin and think i've got about fifteen different illnesses in each of my organs and they're all fatal. i think i'm just lazy, though. sophomore slump of the year (get it?)
i'm going to try and do my work now, though i'll probably just end up talking to my friends for hours... good luck to me.
school is strange because i like being there most of the time but the moment i step out of it i want nothing to do with it- i personally think that's healthy. work-life balance and all. but i have homework, and a really important assessment i haven't done all week which is due in two days.... and i've got some other events going on too, so i can't just pull a five-hour binge. would i even have the motivation to do that?? as i said, i've got some crazy fatigue plague. occasionally (i.e every other day) my head gets in a spin and think i've got about fifteen different illnesses in each of my organs and they're all fatal. i think i'm just lazy, though. sophomore slump of the year (get it?)
i'm going to try and do my work now, though i'll probably just end up talking to my friends for hours... good luck to me.